getting worse

as starting this year , i feel myself has gone bad luck so much ~
from the first day of this year, my gf breakup with me due tooo ... i dun know what is the exactly reason, but this doesnt bother me anymore~ rather not know

part of the problem also is money/ financial~ business this year run fine, i dun dare say it was suppose good, just it reach my target. but another way is, loan are getting more

since i need to cover my shop loan, and then a car loan, and then the insurances, and then the hospital health program~ and then family needs and then... then ?~

actually upper part is my crap story la~
what i notice is myself, my health getting worse, i started feel easily tired, no energy, lost concentration and easy forgotten, what make me more worry is i afraid i getting some symptom of disease, hopefully nothing happen to me ~ wakaka..

i remind back before, i always told my gf that i am a tough guy, i make of steel ( i know la, i just make an example) yes, before im tough, with my weight, i can lift something heavy near my weight, that was before

as now, got a word say as 未老先衰
look like it suit me now~ haha