Pc virus or my virus?

first time i encounter that i need to reformat my pc for the third time in this 2 day, wtf?

Type_win32
some say is a virus/spyware
some say is a detection indicate the PE headers of a normal executable file are mangled and are not in standard form

so...wat do u think?

this actually was recently happen since i install kaspersky
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last 2 day happen to be the first ever virus i found that totally block my internet connection, it close and lock / change the services (svc host) , first time i encounter such good virus, it was come from mail by my friends as FOTO.EXE ( once u see just delete it for good)

first i was thinking my router spoil , i buy a new one and test, it come out as same result i still can't go into internet. then i take my laptop plug the lan cable, it work! so, is not my router giving trouble but is my pc

then i format my pc
happily to see first time ever format my 600G hardisk ..damn slow..
install the window xp... yeah, look great
boot to finish all thing up, go to boot menu to rechange back as boot as "hardisk" following "cd-rom" ..
now the second problem pop up say that "NTLDR is missing" ...
WTF?
but this minor problem is ok, just change back n use the window cd boot inside, till now i still using the same method , just temporary, so lazy to fix
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done! thing look pretty well after install every software needed and upgrade my xp2 to xp3 with IE8, today my little bro so smart to download a crack file with virus (most crack file are build by virus type) depend it harmful or not
thanks to my AVG8.5 superb anti virus (?) , it not only unable to detect the virus but make my pc lag, it appear to be too many svchost in my taskbar, it not really a problem
wat come next is more serious, i download the best spyware removal "combofix"
the virus can direct compromise the file, so i unable to use ~ shit~

again, i unable to do anything but to REFORMAT the pc again, oh my dog......~

problem of my emotion

again i write here about my most worse attitude ~ emotionless with anger / bad temper

i read lot of article to find way to control myself, without letting my anger control myself, seem to be it quite hard to do so... whenever i feel unsatisfying, my anger will just raise up, my face shown unhappy and hostile toward those people who i aim for.

so, since i so hard to control myself
i wondering ... just wondering, i dun look at my anger first
i should look at my own point of view, my sentimental feeling
YES, i got it
i over sense too much, i over react too much to people word and acting
that the main reason lead me into this situation.

finding myself wrong doing is something hard to detect, because personally, no one will think us (our self) do wrong (expect those thing that shown clear) , we give lot of excuse and reason to proof us (our self) was not part of the wrong ,it was other people problem

yet i found nothing wrong with myself
BUT
i careful inspect what i have done just now, while i remember hows people and friends shown their attitude and act toward you, eventually you know there something not right in between

the case :
my tea was late arrive since i order, it was actually been forgotten, beside that too much customer at the same time and those waiter unable to handle at all, since i was already given the order and i wait 10 min not seeing my tea arrived, so i call up the waiter but no one response? when i call for few more time, my patients getting hot, eventually, my anger come up.

the very first thing i will do is shout to those waiter, and then i give them my very unhappy look, i reply my word with anger but not with bad words. the fun thing is, as other people who insult me ( or because i take it too heavy) i will not look at he/she or talk with he/she until my mood is calm down!



so..beside i got emotional over react, i also a person without much patients...
not only that occur every time, but will give people stressful feeling

that why i look myself pathetic , bad temper monster with an over react emotion.
that me!

getting worse

as starting this year , i feel myself has gone bad luck so much ~
from the first day of this year, my gf breakup with me due tooo ... i dun know what is the exactly reason, but this doesnt bother me anymore~ rather not know

part of the problem also is money/ financial~ business this year run fine, i dun dare say it was suppose good, just it reach my target. but another way is, loan are getting more

since i need to cover my shop loan, and then a car loan, and then the insurances, and then the hospital health program~ and then family needs and then... then ?~

actually upper part is my crap story la~
what i notice is myself, my health getting worse, i started feel easily tired, no energy, lost concentration and easy forgotten, what make me more worry is i afraid i getting some symptom of disease, hopefully nothing happen to me ~ wakaka..

i remind back before, i always told my gf that i am a tough guy, i make of steel ( i know la, i just make an example) yes, before im tough, with my weight, i can lift something heavy near my weight, that was before

as now, got a word say as 未老先衰
look like it suit me now~ haha

http://drawahouse.com

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

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found on my friends blog, is funny to plaY~
well, some of it is quite true, as it was match my criteria lo ...

western and chinese horoscope of mine

in western horoscope, i was born as libra
in Chinese horoscope, i was born at dog year

it just mixture that i found in internet, so just post it up to make it clear for those who interest getting know more about me!

it almost alike me, but it not really represented me 100% but i can tell u, at least 80%
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1.frequently offer kind words and useful advice, always listening and lending a shoulder when necessary.
did i ? if no...u lie lo :P

2.often become deeply involved in others’ lives and are sometimes perceived as nosy.
i know sometime i busy about other people stuff, i was trying to give a help

3.Ensuring others are happy is more important to the wealth, money or success
myself sometime are quite money minded, but i would choose to have a happy family and friends compare the wealth

4.Loves to chat.
obviously i like to talk alot, but also depend to people who can have same channel with me

5.Loves those who loves them.
if you love me, i double back for you

6.Loves to takes things at the center.
make everything balanced! i just can't stand 1side too much

7.Inner and physical beauty.
yes, something tat so beauty = my anger .... haha

8.Lies but doesn't pretend.
i lie, but i not a pretender, i am a 50/50 angel/devil!

9.Gets angry often.
my inner beauty :P

10.Treats friends im...portantly.
to please my friends, to let them know i'm nice!

11.Always making friends.
i always wish i have many friends :D so i can know more new thing in my life

12.Easily hurt but recovers easily.
yes, i get emotional / depressed! but i can think pretty well for myself

13.Daydreamer.
dreaming my wife is Jessica Alba

14.Opinionated.
it only happen in very stressful state

15.Emotional.
emo, emo, my ex always say i so emo

16.Decisive.
having the power or quality of deciding; putting an end to controversy; crucial or most
do i look so tough?

17.Strong clairvoyance.
quick, intuitive knowledge of things and people; sagacity
i see thing fast, know it without knowing the thing...

18.Loves to travel, the arts and literature.
i love travel but i aint got the time for it

19.Touchy and easily jealous.
yes, this is what i am to the person i really love

20.Concerned.
i like caring my friends, especially my love one very

21.Loves outdoors.
reason because i dun wan to sit in my room for nothing

22.Just and fair.
because i not one side loser, i lose both side, that why i look just and fair

23.Spendthrift.
would it nice to treat a friends :D

24.Easily influenced.
true about it, i get influenced by certain people attitude and thinking

25.Easily loses confidence.
only happen to my love one and sometime related to business

26.Loves children.
i love kid, baby alot


some say..............
You're really smart, obviously you like reading, watch the news, and love discussing whatever is going on in the world. ...You enjoy being around people who challenge you intellectually.

Singles & Dating

Being single is something fun for it, becoz u are a freeman / freewomen~

but once u date someone out, mean u are ready for the open relationship~
so, what it gonna be for ur partner to find out ?

getting serious into a relationship, being understanding about ur partner attitude and think is really important, what does he/she like, thing to do, act, lifestyle,way of think and talk, you must able to live with their life views.

before i start the thing i want to write out, let us talk something about what happen today, couple aren't last long for some reason, or divorce for few year marriage~ does it really should happen to everyone (well, sometime thing are unable to control) but at least you still can put effort to avoid it happen!

static shown nowadays many couple / husband-wife get breakup/ divorce <--especially this would you want to be the next victim? here, i would state out some of the idea , YOU should asked before really get into "trouble" :D What are your religious views?
ppl get emotionally when talk about sensitive issue such as religion, make sure you can accept or respect it! this is very important

Do you believe in a God?
do you? me do, most people do, if you are not, stop making excuse or assumption or shit reason

What are your views about an afterlife?
this not really important, but it part of the religion matter

How should we agree to handle arguments?
get emotional, not happy about it, this is the toughest part when couple fighting~would you be the weakest one to allowing and forget / forgive your partner?

If you're mad about something how will you let me know?
expressing feeling is easy, due to people ego or selfish, they tend to keep inside, talk it out wont embarrassed you, it help you to solve/endure the matter

If you're having problems would you talk it out or keep it inside?
would you? or you just feel it not necessary? remind, keeping inside won't settle the issue, take it out and solve it!

Do you like sharing your feelings?
feeling..sometime it hard to express, but for your partner, they do understand

What are your views about same sex friends?
remember, every people has different view of everything, this is important to know would he/she can accept your friends?

How do you feel about ex-lovers being friends?
ex-lovers being a friends is some type of enemy for your new lover, so, ask and explain clearly!

How important is a girl's or guy's night out?
does he/she would get jealous about it? if do, this is quite a hard stage to maintain! it 21century!

Who should hold the main financial responsibility in a marriage?
BOTH! mainly guy would do, but this is not an old trend thinking, both must work it out!

Should a wife stay home with kids?
certain people think they should, well, it better to be~

What are your views about stay-at-home dads?
i bet malaysia here not much girl would accept a guy become a nanny?

How would you feel about women who make more money than men?
some people think it was absolutely nothing about it, well, would you feel incapable comparing?

What are your views towards handling money?
important, money is not everything, it almost all the of it

Do you feel you should save everything?
save for ur partner/ family will do, save little for yourself too

Do you feel you should splurge a little?
splurge = spend extravagantly or wastefully / luxury
if you rich, of cause you wont bother about this, but make a gift for yourself very once awhile

How would you rate your ability to handle money?
easy money = easy spending, are you a person that very stable?

How would you handle a debt problem?
debt, bet every people does own debt, plan careful

What would you do if your partner became disabled and couldn't work?
this word is something really wish not to happen, but it does happen too... could you lift it the burden or just run away?

What would you do if your partner face long-term unemployment?
this is sick, either he/she lazy or born to be feed.

What would you expect from that partner?
expect come in 2 thing, expect she/he "need" or "wanted"

Would you have an abortion?
remember, it illegal in malaysia, but it still can be done under some procedure

What are your views on abortion?
for me, it suck!

Do you want children?
nowadays many girl refuse to have child, so, ask them before you get her as your wife

How many children do you think a couple should have?
hey, it up to you, you can have 10 of it if you both not getting tired ...

How would you discipline your children?
family toughest JOB~ ask your old folk about it

Do you think couples should argue in front of their kids?
it not suppose to happen, this will give them a bad impression! remember not to do so!

Do you feel couples should have displays of affection in front of their kids?
displays of affection = such as kissing / hug in public
kissing shown love and care, it nothing really worry about it, just do "make love" in front of them!

What are your views on the educational system?
i won't know how to read or write without the education system!

How would you want your kids taught?
Public school, private school, home schooling, or other?

What do you feel about interracial couples?
both must INTERACTED! otherwise how to plan for the future?

How do you feel about same sex marriages?
for me, is awful, it not happen in malaysia (but there are a case happen too)

What are your views on age gap relationships (more than 10 years apart)?
people tend to say love is not about the age, but gap too far would be a problem too

How would you handle your children if they were involved in one of these types of relationships?
if they still young, advice and stop them, if they are mature enough to handle, shown them right advice / path

How would you handle your partner if they developed a problem such as gambling or alcohol?
this is serious, it should taught when they was kid, or otherwise it wont able to control in future

What would you do if your partner cheated on you?
don't do what appear in the newspaper, ask, solve, remember, forget and forgive ( not those serious case)

What are your life goals?
everyone has thier goals, would it effect your love one? let them know and together achieve it

What are your passions?
passion refer to innate or biologically driven emotion states, such as anger, greed, lust or bla bla bla....

If you had a million dollars how would you spend it?
a million not really much in this era now, spent wisely or keep it

Do you believe in marriage?
unless you want to alone

Do you believe you should only marry once?
jackpot hit one only in your life, but it happen to other for few time, get it?

What do you hope to gain from a marriage?
what is the thing you really need to do? yes, a happy and healthy family

What do you expect from a marriage partner?
expect nothing but love and understand of both

What do you feel is the purpose of a couple getting married?
well, what yours? not about because of trend style, it both agree to make a new generation for the future ( for the common sense)

我还在想她吗？

夜晚了，本来应该去睡的我却偏偏不睡。。。在想某人吧？

对，的确想她，都两年多了，还是想她。。。
何必让自已辛苦呢？　爱她的感觉还留在心底但却不能去爱她，照顾她

想起朋友的话。。。
过去了就得放开，虽然有一段难忘的爱情，随说她是最好的，但不能说定她是你永远的

我人很绝，特别脾气比较暴躁，对她虽没有打，却都很狠的骂她，心灵上都应该受到压力很伤感吧
或许给她的爱不够多，不够诚心，重点却给不到她未来和希望。。。


其实爱她并不难，从来都没有要求过我什么东西。。。
我知道你每次都希望我。。。。
可以陪你更久，给你多点时间在我身边
买小礼物给你
陪你吃饭看戏聊天睡觉
旅行逛街游山玩水
好好的听丛你心声
照顾你，关怀你


到底，我做到吗？
心底突然说起。。。我没有。
对还是。。。？

我也容嫉妒别人对她的好，　其实看到她开心才是重点
只是知道自已比较喜欢胡思乱想，情绪化。。。该死的我！


如一部戏，可以回头的话，我也希望可以真的爱她多一次
现在，我只希望她可以让我疼她
希望她病情好转。。。