a second hand car

yes, recently i just brought a big car, is a second hand japanese car, but i ain't telling what model is it.

this car is big, is a sedan. i like this car alot becoz it representative myself

however, i hoping this car doesnt give me much trouble, but recently, sadly, it does show me lot of problem.

i invest almost 3k to repair the chasis of the car, then it was perfect
but today morning, it show me another worse day. the car just break down due to the engine over heating! the temp meter shown no overheating result.
gosh, it not suppose to be happen becoz everything was so fine, however, maybe i really bad luck to driving this car?

my foreman also shock about it, he spent few day to repair and happy to complete my car, now he also frustrated the problem, he ask me to better phone the car salesman to complaint about the problem of the car, as it under warranty.

hopefully, the salesman do the report for me, so i wont keep on spending my money to repair the car.

i not blame the car having much trouble
however, i blaming myself not in a good luck recently

maybe, always in my mind, someone close to me always give me luck, while they not here anymore, the luck simply fade away along with them.....

Another day

again, another weekend passed by since

before, weekend for me was a very pleasure day, i can rest at home, hanging out with buddy, free to clean my stuff and whatever that haven't done yet.

now it not same like before, every weekend for me does not stack any meaning
feeling just so different from yesterday.
weekend for me is a boring day, i less hanging out with buddy, yet no places for me to go and thing let me to do

wondering what happen to myself
just feeling not as happy as before

maybe i wish someone appear into my life again and brighten me up