in my life till now, (future i dun know) , there are 2 gal i only still keep in heart, although i love them, but i know i never have the right to keep them beside me, because i am not the right one for them.
the only girl who make me live in a happiness life
- selena -
she is the most lovable girl i ever know, she lovely, caring, tender, sweet sometime spicy, smart, cheerful, and beautiful. it might too much to describe her, till now, i still miss her alot, even i not special person for her.
i make my promise to her, till now, i still hold the promise and i answer my faithfulness and careness to her. maybe it not strong but it alot meaningful to me. as i doing my part to ensure she still safe and well going on. just i still fail to make her happy, this is the thing i fail to do to her.
1 year more together her, priceless memory, still sweetening me right now. and i always think she was my wife....wife~~ unofficial "thinking"
actually, our breakup is mainly 2 reason, the love that i give her not strong enough, that lead me to separate with her, secondly is my parent refuse to our love. i hardly to take decision, till now, i still feel uncomfortable for the breakup.
however, i and her still keep in touch, even becoming more less nowaday
i just want to said to her :
~ i am sorry to you, selena. i do love you like no one, i really willing to spent much thing of myself to you. you truly the only person who i ever take so serious.
by time you with me, you become are good listener for me, you can resist my anger, you be patient with me, you help me for my business, you be a "unofficial" wife to me for cooking and pampering me.
i honestly to said, non of any girl willing to do so. but you are different that any other. you own the stlye and way that attract me, i living in your world and your dream that i wish i could forever like this.
i am sorry because i have leave you for reason, even it does hurt you but you understanding me, i wish you scold me yet you never do it, this make me even more guiltiness. from that time, i not the one for you, but i still wish to do the best for you and hope you can take it.
penang "kek lok si" temple
Genting Highland
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