Another day

again, another weekend passed by since

before, weekend for me was a very pleasure day, i can rest at home, hanging out with buddy, free to clean my stuff and whatever that haven't done yet.

now it not same like before, every weekend for me does not stack any meaning
feeling just so different from yesterday.
weekend for me is a boring day, i less hanging out with buddy, yet no places for me to go and thing let me to do

wondering what happen to myself
just feeling not as happy as before

maybe i wish someone appear into my life again and brighten me up